Thursday, June 29, 2023

Rollercoaster


 Hi friends.  So mum has postponed my appointment.   She is in turmoil and knows that the end is close.  It's just that when she came hime from work last night I was outside waiting for her as usual and meowing hello.  I wanted a fancy feast and ate 3/4.  I then jumped up on the bed and wanted cuddles before I got annoyed.   

Mum slept poorly but as the sun rose, I got up and talked to her and had some food and drink, and have settled in for another nap.  

With 2 hours before my due final appointment mum has postponed my euthanasia at the vets.  She knows that this is probably a small rally, and we are only delaying the end but mums heart is not ready while I am so settled.

Sorry to bring you on the emotional rollercoaster.  

11 comments:

  1. that's ok poppy, yoo jus let her know when it iz time, an today wuz not dee time

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  2. You and your mum needn't be sorry about anything, Poppy. You are likely to have bad days amongst better ones. If there are too many bad ones, then your mum will know. Until then, if you want to enjoy life a bit more, you go ahead. We'll be cheering you and your mum on no matter what happens.

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  3. Tell Mum NOT to apologise dear Poppy. She is doing the very best that she can & that is A-OKay. And tell Mum to remember that when she does make the decision, she will often wonder afterwards if it was too soon & she will question if it was the right time - this is a normal reaction. Love to you both x0x

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  4. Dearest Poppy Q, and Mum ... time will know, the heart will know. And all will be well. With love from here to there.

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  5. Take every day as another precious time together. You will know when the time is right to cross the Rainbow Bridge.

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  6. Don't apologise, we are all very happy to hear you have rallied. I know to well what that rollercoaster is like. Flynn rallied so many times, but like you will he told us when he was too tired to continue. Take every day as it comes.

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  7. Oh sweet Poppy, your mum has absolutely nothing to apologise for. This is a very difficult time for her, tell her to take care of her Self through this, and trust her heart. Our human brains do like to make a muddle of things and I wish I could give your mum a hug. Continued prayers and Light to you both, Poppy. ❤️ 🙏

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  8. Sweet Poppy, you are the one who really knows best. Every day that you still give to your mum is that blessing to her.

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  9. We're happy to have you as long as you're feeling well. You will tell mum when it's time...

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  10. Any more days with Poppy are bonus days for all of us!! I have certainly been on that rollercoaster with a number of my kitties. It truly was the most stressful times of my life. Make sure your mum is getting exercise (I'm sure she walks everywhere) and eats well, along with tasty treats for you both!! Love to all...

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  11. You and Mum don't have anything to apologize for, sweet Poppy. Every day with you is so precious, and both of you will know when it is time. Love to you both.

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